It’s good huh?
I’ve had such a great summer. Sweden did me good, as expected.
The reason I haven’t written in ages is that I got a life. And I didn’t have my laptop, but anyway. During the summer I got to know so many new people, which showed me that there are still some decent human beings in this world. I got to know so many different personalities and the variety that I experienced, not only in people, but in myself and how I can deal with things, was truly amazing. After school started I’ve become a more insecure person, and I have no idea why. I can’t really say I’m a 100% out of my depression, but I’ve gotten so far and I can’t believe something like insecurity and low confidence has managed to bother me. When I got depressed a lot changed and I felt like I had lost everything that was “me”, but at least my normal confidence got replaced by lack of fear. Which basically made sure I was never insecure or afraid of doing or being something wrong.
I thought I would become myself again but apparently I’m a totally different person.
I hope this doesn’t last, cause´right now, I don’t feel like the squirrel, or catwoman, or a donkey (this makes sense if you’ve read “Who is the Squirrel”).